One of those days

Occasionally I have a day where I wake up in the highest of spirits.

The sun is shining and I'm instantly in a great mood.

And then I hear a song, one that makes me feel nostalgic and powerful and capable

and I feel like I could go anywhere and do anything.

And then I realize that the world, in fact, is not mine for the taking.

And I can't go anywhere and do anything.

And life is not a music video.

And then all of a sudden I feel very trapped and suffocated and I can't get myself to do anything even though it's a perfect day outside.

And then I feel guilty for the fact that I'm just a useless blob for the day and it's all a downward spiral.

This is one of those days.